Turning Point

To be honest; I am ready; even tho it means letting go of dogs I love and people I love, I know it is what I need to do, and it makes it OK. Sadness comes creeping, but I'm just not ready for that, so I choose to look at everything that happens now, the next 3 months, as something temporary, something that will turn back to normal after a few months... even tho it wont; it helps me thru these days tho.

Mayiah is moving to Remi today and Alba moves in with my mom tomorrow.

Then, for a couple of weeks, L8 is still mine... But not for long either...

Everybody will be happy and that is what matters. Its just a little ... I don't know... my heart sinks...

My baby kicks a lot these days, he responds quite immediately when I press a little around on my belly to see if he is there (haha, i know it's silly, but you know... it's nice to have that contact)

Tomorrow I am 21 weeks on my way. My belly is turning "rounder" and I can't wait for the belly bump to look completely round and pregnant. =)