peace

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sweetest thing.

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All it takes, is a little Bob Marley

C was crying, but he was not hungry, and he had a dry nappie.
Put on some Bob Marley, and the crying stopped.

We have been home for just a little while. Some 18 hours or something. Its beautiful!
So good to be home, so nice to bring our baby home.

C, I love you so!

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Unconditional Love

From the moment you entered this world, I have not taken my eyes off you.
I have never seen such beauty, never smelled such purity, never held such a miracle, never felt such a love.
And it grows for every day.
Every morning you stretch for the longest time, and yawn and stretch some more.
Those are moments of true inner peace.
I have never felt more relaxed.
When you look at me, I feel so good.
In the 3 days you have been alive, you have given me more joy and happiness, than I've felt in a lifetime.

Thank you so much little one.
I love you so.

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Day 3. My way, or the Milky-way!

I have milk! Oh joy!
Feels nice to know I'm feeding him properly.
I have some damage to my left nipple but it will be alright!
Time will make my boobies used to this :-)

Its quite amazing how I view my breasts in a new way; they feed my favorite person on the planet! And he loves my boobs! Holds on with both hands and enjoy the milk they feed him.

I am very fascinted with my own body.
But I'm even more fascinated with my little man. He is the most perfect little being.
I love him so much.

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L <3 V E

Father and son

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Our BaBy <3

Day 2 of motherhood.
I am mesmerized and completely in love with this incredibly beautuful baby.

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-C N-

I am a mother!!
You are finally here, my love
My baby, an hour old.
He is 3820g, 52cm and is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!

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Anticipation

Picture from my window at Randwich Royal hospital for Women the night before you were born, my prince <3

I'm gonna be a momma tomorrow.
And I feel so ready to meet the love of my life.
My heart is beating for him now. Him and my hubby.
My men! I can't really describe it. It's just so big.
The love i feel, like my heart is about to explode.
(Yeah, i know that sentence was used in American beauty)
Im so curious about him. How will he smell, who will he look like, how will it be? All these months has lead up to this;
Tomorrow morning I get to meet my little hero.
I dont think Ill be able to sleep tonight...

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Waiting at the hospital... Pregnancy week 39+6

I was given a bed and then here I am.
It is actually horrible tiresome!
First off, I really dont love hospitals, and staying the night at one is not on my list over things I like to do, thats for sure.
The broken sleep and the tight air just sufficates me.

But it is the right place for me to be at the moment, and I am happy that they take good care of me and that their doing everything very properly.

Im here because of high bloodpressure-blurry vision etc.
And in pregnancy that usually means one thing;
Pre exlampsia.
So they have monitored me over night and will monitor me for a while today.
The good thing in all this, is that I am on my duedate tomorrow, and since my baby is fine, he can come at any given time now.
So the bloodpressure will be the judge about wether or not to induce labour
-me, I really dont mind either way.
Im ready to be a momma now.

Oh, and baby boy turned again, so now he is transverce, which often means c-section.
I have never heard about that happening before. Turning the right way, sure, but not the opposite... <3
I will find things out today, but it is all taking mighty long. (as always in hospitals)
So Im still waiting for the doctors, still laying here bored and tired and still hoping to get a little baby boy soon :-)
and I will in not too long now!

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BaBy-Shoes!

I simply love shoes!
And my baby will have awesome shoes!!
<3

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The Easy Way

I love this!
Easy Way, tea indulgence.
My fav; blended ice, lychee with aloe vera chunks!
Yummy!
And my view isn't too bad neither ;)

I have to say; I love Bondi Beach and I will miss it when we move away from here..
(Then again, I sorta can't wait to move neither! I want a garden!!)

<3 have an awesome day!
Xoxoxo

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Sydney Bay-Bee!

As I lay here in bed, for the 3rd day in a row, I cant help but
thinking of all the changes I have gone thru the last year!
From deciding to start back up on uni and get a degree in something, to moving to Oslo from Sweden, getting (and finding out) Im pregnant, living with mom, moving to Sydney, getting married to the beautifullest man alive (!!!) And turning 28.
And now there is only days left till Im a momma.

Wow!

My life has, as some may know, been quite a rollercoaster of hardships and illness, and looking back, I am just as surprised as anyone else when it comes to how much my life, and I, have changed (for the better)
And YES, I give myself a lot of props for that!
And I hold on to it with both hands -I worked too hard to just let it slip.
And it feels good, safe, that I did this on my own.
My wellbeing isnt in the hands of anyone who can take it away. Its not because of meds.
It is because the power in me, and I cherish that!

And now, it has reached this far; motherhood.
And all I can do is hope that I will be a good one.
I will do my best to give my baby the world and everything in it,
but he might have to settle for all my love and devotion.
Material things will not make a happy child; patience, love, devotion, warmth, room for growth, fun, understanding and compassion, will!
And I will give him all that, and more.

And lots and lots of kisses! <3

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Vuggesanger som vi kommer til å synge

Vargsangen fra Ronja Røverdatter;

Vargen ylar i nattens skog
Han vil, men kan inte, sova.
Hungern river hans varga buk, och det er kallt i hans stova.

Du varg, du varg, kom inte hit -Ungen min får du aldrig.

Vargen ylar i nattens skog,
ylar av hunger och klagan...
Men jag ska ge'n en grisasvans...
sånt passar i vargamagar

Du varg. Du varg, kom inte hit, ungen min får du aldrig...

Sov mitt barn i bädden hos mor,
låt vargen yla i natten...
Men jag ska ge'n en hönsaskank,
om ingen annan har tatt 'en...

du varg, du varg kom inte hit, ungen min får du aldrig.
ungen min får du aldrig....


Hysj, Kan du høre -Fra Portveien 2.

Hysj, kan du høre, Gresset gro?
Hysj, kan du høre, en metemark som lo?
Hysj kan du høre en maur gå forbi?
Da skal du være helt stille og si;
Hei alle insekter, alle små dyr.
Dere som kryper og kravler og kryr.
Jeg er et menneske og jeg er snill,
Her kan du være så lenge du vil

Hysj, vi må være stille nå,
ingen må skremme de mange tusen små,
og når det kommer en bille forbi,
da skal du vinke med hånden og si:
Hei, alle insekter, alle små dyr,
dere som kryper og kravler og kryr,
jeg er et menneske og jeg er snill,
vær i min hage så lenge du vil!

So ro

So ro lillemann, nå er dagen over.
Alle (Mus) barn i dette (alle) land, ligger nå å sover.
So ro, tipp å tå,
sov min vesle pode
Reven sover også nå med halen under hodet.


Trollmor

Når trollmor har lagt sine elleve små troll,
og bundet de fast i svansen.
Så synger hun stille for elleve små troll,
de vakreste ord hun kjenner
"hoaiaiaiai boff, hoaiaiaiai boff. hoaiaiaiaiaiboff boff, hoaiaiaiaiboff"

Lykkeliten

Da lykkeliten kom til verden,
var alle himlens stjerner tent,
de blinket: "lykke til på ferden",
som til en gammel, god bekjent!
Og sommernatten var så stille,
men både trær og blomster små,
de sto og blunket til den lille,
som i sin lyse vugge lå.
Slik kom da lille lykkeliten
til et av verdens minste land,
og skjønt han va`ke store biten,
så var han dog en liten mann!
Han hadde mørke, brune øyne,
og håret var så sort som kull,
han lå og skrek det første døgnet,
men han har store smilehull!

Han har så sterke, faste never,
og slike silkebløte kinn,
og i en silkeseng han lever,
der har han også ranglen sin!
Det er hans verden nu så lenge
det aller første år han har,
og han vil ingen større trenge
før han det første skrittet tar!

Til livets ære skjer et under
i alle land hver dag som går,
jå, i ethvert av de sekunder,
som men`skehetens klokker slår!
Men ingen vet og ingen kjenner
den vei ditt lille barn skal gå,
og ingen vet hva skjebnen sender
av lyse dager og av grå!

Men Lykkeliten kom til verden,
og da var alle stjerner tent.
Det lovet godt far fremtidsferden,
det var et tegn av skjebnen sendt!
Og sommernatten var så stille,
men både trær og blomster små
de stod og hvisket om den lille,
som i sin lyse vugge lå!

Flere mimre ting;

http://home.online.no/~groennsl/barnesanger.htm