thinking of all the changes I have gone thru the last year!
From deciding to start back up on uni and get a degree in something, to moving to Oslo from Sweden, getting (and finding out) Im pregnant, living with mom, moving to Sydney, getting married to the beautifullest man alive (!!!) And turning 28.
And now there is only days left till Im a momma.
Wow!
My life has, as some may know, been quite a rollercoaster of hardships and illness, and looking back, I am just as surprised as anyone else when it comes to how much my life, and I, have changed (for the better)
And YES, I give myself a lot of props for that!
And I hold on to it with both hands -I worked too hard to just let it slip.
And it feels good, safe, that I did this on my own.
My wellbeing isnt in the hands of anyone who can take it away. Its not because of meds.
It is because the power in me, and I cherish that!
And now, it has reached this far; motherhood.
And all I can do is hope that I will be a good one.
I will do my best to give my baby the world and everything in it,
but he might have to settle for all my love and devotion.
Material things will not make a happy child; patience, love, devotion, warmth, room for growth, fun, understanding and compassion, will!
And I will give him all that, and more.
And lots and lots of kisses! <3
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